Feeling kinda blue.
So, there is someone that I have really been wanting to talk to. I haven't really been able to talk to this person for a little over two months and it's driving me crazy. Their always busy or tired when I call. They moved half way across the country so now there's a 3hr time difference. They said they want to talk to me but, they never call anymore. I feel like their ignoring my txts, That I'm being ignored in general and it's, I guess not making me crazy but apprehensive. I've grown too attached to this person. and it hurts. I don't even know them IRL, ain't that a bitch? I don't know how to approach this situation. I feel like I'm going to fuck it up somehow.(maybe I already have) Or that I'm just over analyzing things like usual. I told them I'd wait but, I don't know how much longer I can take this...

pessimistic
busy